When did dystopia begin in the United States? Was it when we elected Donald Trump? Was it when the Supreme Court upheld Citizens United? Was it when we stopped holding our elected officials accountable in order to support our political tribe or to maintain our party’s hold on power?
I look at my country now, and I shudder. I consider what it would be like to expatriate because I cannot see a way out of the darkness that is most assuredly coming.
My country, once upon a time, was innovative, progressive, a leader on the world stage. We were more than our military. We were reformers of social injustice, leaders in industry and education. We attempted egalitarianism as much as we were able. We offered a dream that once would have been able to come true. Now, however, that dream is only a memory, and I watch the nightmare that is taking shape as my country not only stagnates but moves backwards.
Now instead of social justice, we treat human beings like animals. Worse than animals. We lock up the unwell and the unfortunate in cages for profit. We separate children from families and hold them in pens unfit for criminals, much less a child. We allow our government to dictate the personal choices of women and their bodies.
My own senator has licked the boots of a wannabe dictator. He has screamed the attributes of a man who lied under oath, who was accused of sexual assault. He held this man up so high that he reached a seat on the Supreme Court. My senator has even advised the President’s son to ignore a subpoena, to ignore the law. And yet we are supposed to believe that this senator cares about the law? That he will create and support just bills that will be beneficial for this country?
Laws means nothing, it seems, unless you are like me – an average citizen. For me, I will end up crushed under the law. My children, if they do not die in school first, will inherit a country designed to reward only those already in power. They will find a class system so deeply rooted that they have few options available to them. It’s lucky for them they are white.
The sickening xenophobia that is sweeping this country is frightening. Perhaps it is in response to the fact that what was once a majority in our population is giving way to the myriad of colors and races and undefined gender roles that truly make up the fabric of where I live. Therefore, the dying majority must create “others” to blame to demonize to turn on with righteous vengeance. And let’s not think for a moment that these “others” are Americans, are human.
The pro-birth movement that is swelling now is not pro-life. Please let’s be clear on that. One cannot be pro-life and then call for the subjugation of others, or remove the support programs and safety nets that help so many who suffer under what is quickly becoming an oligarchy. Pro-life means all life. ALL of it. From birth to death, and yet, where are the social programs that help to support the poor, the infirm, the mentally ill, the elderly? Why does our government continue to strip these programs away from those who need them most? How is that pro-life?
Our government that so desperately wants to protect a fetus seems to give no regard to the human life that follows after birth. So please do not tell me that the overturning of Roe v. Wade has anything to do with life. It has only to do with power and control.
Our politicians and lawmakers are dismantling our democracy. Our elections were interfered with, and we do nothing. Our President and political leaders lie and cheat and ignore the very laws they are supposed to uphold, and we do nothing. States want to force victims of rape and incest to give birth to children of trauma, want say that a fetus has rights but deny the rights of the mother, and we do nothing.
You tell me to vote, so I vote. We vote. Even though we are denied polling places, denied the needed time to stand in lines that are hours long, denied the right to vote because we were once incarcerated. Even though our inalienable right as citizens is restricted and suppressed at every turn, we vote.
And nothing changes because we have to rely on those who broke the system to fix it.
But we vote because what else can we do?
Tell me, what else can I do?